
I have often asked myself
a seemingly unanswerable question.
Over and again, I have wondered,
What will happen to G?d
in the not-so-distant future
when all of us earthlings
will have perished,
when, as a result of our plundering
of this precious Earth
we will have gone the way of the dodo bird
and the passenger pigeon?
What will happen to G!d?
I have wondered out loud,
and I have pondered in the quiet of my heart.
With the Torah or Talmud open before me,
their ancient black letters
speaking to me from the past,
I have wondered.
In the woods alone,
among the trees and beside the water,
watching the sunset,
listening to the geese,
I have wondered,
What will happen to G?d
when we earthlings are gone?
In the evening,
when the sun has set
but the darkness we earthlings have banished
hasn’t come,
I have wondered.
In the quiet of the night,
when many sleep
and few are listening
as a distant owl hoots,
I have wondered,
What will happen to G!d?
In the cacophony of the city,
with cars honking and trolleys squeaking,
with voices of many languages blending together
and people of every hue weaving past each other,
I have wondered,
What will happen to G?d
when we earthlings are gone,
our demise
the result of our disregard
for this precious Earth and each other?
As candles flicker before me,
welcoming a day of rest and celebration,
when my heart quiets and peace settles over my home,
I have wondered,
What will happen to G!d?
And every time, in every place,
the same answer has welled up within me.
Every time,
in every place,
I have heard,
I have felt,
I have experienced
the same answer.
G!d will endure.
G?d will survive.
G!d will always be.
Brokenhearted,
consumed by grief,
but ever-resilient,
the Mystery,
the Spirit,
the Wonder
will abide,
never forgetting,
always remembering,
when we earthlings
are gone.
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Katy Z. Allen is a poet and a devoted lover of the more‑than‑human world. A retired rabbi of an outdoor congregation, she has also served as a healthcare chaplain, co‑founded a Jewish climate organisation, and works as an eco‑chaplain. She is a member of the LGBTQ community and has been writing in one form or another throughout her life. Her poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in Amethyst Review, The Bluebird Word, and Art on the Trails: Number 9, among other venues. Her book, A Tree of Life: A Story in Word, Image, and Text, was published by Strong Voices.








